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lyrics

And suddenly I knew I had to make this one about how I really feel
What goes on in me when I'm not who I want to be
When I'm being a bad girl and I'm feeling I can't deal with how inside and outside conflict
It's not that I need to complain, it's just that you want me to be real
For what good is all this if we can't be real in our words, in what expresses our essence and the struggles, the struggles

I never thought I'd be influenced by you
cause I'm a little girl all the way from overseas
But you never know, I guess, stuff just comes up from the inside, up from your guts and into your world.
Anyway, things are starting to clear up in here and it looks like I need my space to find my peace of mind
Cause I lose my mind and I lose myself so easily

Suddenly I see all the things affecting me are a bit heavier than i realized
Do i really need to do this to myself?
I don't think so, so it's time to walk away from all the bullshit and be a little bit nicer to myself
It's not that I'm saying it's your fault, it's just that I need to watch out for my weakness not to get the better of me
what fun is life if all you do is try to please?
Cause I give myself and betray myself so easily

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from Milán, released November 11, 2014
Chris Berry: drums

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Milán New York

Milán is eccentric electro pop, delivered to you by Austrian-born, Brooklyn-based singer/songwriter Maria Neckam.

“Milán knows no musical limits” -Wondering Sound

“adventurous" and "boundary-eschewing” -PopMatters

“angelic vocals” -Viva Radio (American Apparel) ... more

marianeckammusic.com

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